February 14, 2013

Happy Valentines Day!

I would have written sooner but the website was having updates to it so I didn’t want to mess with what tech support was doing.

Yesterday, I had my Twin Flame Celebration and Meditation Ceremony

The idea to do this ceremony came sometime last week, after again when i was writing about my ex and our relationship in the book I am writing, more clarity came about us and all the gifts he blessed me with…. being healed of my relationship patterns… becoming enlightened… and being put on my path.  My divine mission.

I was going to go out to the beach and do a ceremony myself, like I have always done, but Spirit said, “Invite your community”

I was like, okay, that’s cool… do I have a community?


And they were like of course, do it.

So I did.

Now at first I was feeling weird about this.  This is a ceremony honoring me.  It’s about ME, what are they going to get from it.

And they said, don’t worry about that, they will learn a lot.  One of those things they told me was they would see how I am honoring and loving myself and they will start to take care of themselves better.  At least it would plant the seed.

They would also learn how to do a ceremony, and on and on.

So after I got those two reasons, my questioning mind settled, and I said okay, I’ll invite everyone — but please let only those come who are going to honor the sacredness of the evening.

And Spirit did that for me – thank you.

During the day I started thinking about what we’d do during the ceremony.  I asked Spirit, what will I speak about.  Again, they gave me some ideas, but I still felt out of the loop even when I was driving to the beach.

I kept praying – even talking out loud… guys, please be there with me, please lead it.  I don’t know what I’m doing tonight… I pleaded.  🙂

Since I was wearing my wedding dress (a suggestion from Spirit which I first felt really excited about and then freakin’ freaked out and nervous about) – they reminded me that when I went to my wedding ceremony, I simple showed up.

So they told me just to show up today.

Really?  Are you guys going to teach it?

I said sarcastically and again pleaded and prayed real hard — yes, please do that for me.

Interestingly enough I don’t remember much of what I spoke about last night.  Really no idea.  I hope it was good 🙂  hehe, but that’s the thing, I know it was sooo powerful.

When I stepped out of my car, wedding dress on, and all those people in their cars, and bicyclers and walkers on A1A were staring at me… I knew then, why I was to wear what I was to wear.

I thought it was symbolic cause it was the dress I got married in – and I’m sure that was part of it…

But I totally got it right then, that IT WAS TO BE SEEN.


Shoulders back, head up, embrace your beauty, embrace your POWER.

I got it.

And thank you.

The ceremony was beautiful, I unexpectedly cried during part of it and it was really nice to be with a couple of guys on the beach taking part in it with me.

I seem to be attracting more men these days.

Well, that was phrased wrong.  I’ve always attracted lots of men (dating wise / attraction)… but with my HEALING WORK I seem to be attracting men.  Very interesting.  This is exciting to me too.

Last night while we were doing this love meditation and ceremony there was some energy healing at work and I had the idea that it’s time for me to teach others what I do.

It was a passing thought but it stuck with me… that was until today



PS:  Beautiful totem animal during the ceremony.  Perfectly appropriate.  I noticed how he blessed each one of us by walking around the circle, coming in each one of our awareness, to bless us all

Beetles aid in transformation, metamorphosis, resurrection and rebirth – rebirth of the soul to a new spiritual ideal and renewed devotion. This animal teaches harmony in the coming changes by utilizing your intuitive abilities and teaches discernment where you need it the most. Beetles have a protective quality that will aid in the ability to socialize and communicate effectively by illuminating problems and situations in the correct perspective. Are you eating correctly? Now is the time to examine eating habits. Can you identify which stage of development are you in egg/larva/pupa/adult?. Is it time to fly or walk in life? Beetle will teach persistence with charm, trust in the process, proper movement and actions which allows the regeneration of your spirit to prosper