June 24, 2013
When I was out on my walk with Magic the TV exec I spoke to weeks ago kept coming to mind.
He’s actually been on my mind several times but I was resisting it.
Making up reasons why I didn’t think he’d be a match for my work.
But today my guides kept on saying him in my head.
And when I thought about it more — why was I doing this run around with getting sponsors for a car, hotels, etc — when again, the main thing is I want my tv show.
That’s number one. I don’t need to put this on the backburner.
And I don’t care to do the website. Of course I can do it and write about it — but it’s TV time for me.
The idea to pitch this idea of my road trip came to mind.
So I wrote an email to the tv exec. Made sure I was clear that this idea I would get creator credit on it, consulting producer and talent. That’s important to me.
Then I went for a walk to the supermarket.
Best to clear my mind.
Praying to my guides and other Spirit Friends that if any time I need them, this is it — of course, if this is in the highest good for all. I kept emphasizing “now” is the time I need these things to happen.
Then throughout my walk, it kept coming to mind that I think I wrote “supervising producer” rather than consulting producer.
Did I really write that?
When I got home an hour later I checked my email — and they were right, I did write supervising producer – and that was incorrect.
So I wrote another email clarifying it was consulting producer and then immediately my phone rang.
And it was him 🙂
That’s quick. And thank you guides.
He was ready to hear my pitch. (now that’s service)
I had to call him back in 2 minutes since I had just gotten in and felt like I was going to pass out cause it’s so hot out…. we joked about that.
In any event, we had a good conversation for about 40 minutes and I pitched him my new idea (road trip) and the other tv idea I had that I was holding onto, not sure what to do about these days — put it on the backburner while I figured out my road trip plans.
The conversation went well and I forwarded him my treatment after we got off the phone.
He said he’d read it and let me know.
And then I got off the phone and almost instantly got a migraine.
Left side this time. Wow, terrible.
I keep telling myself that this is in g-d’s hands. Spirit is taking care of this for me and I can trust them.
And that’s the way it has to be.
I still have the headache.
I’m off the computer for the rest of the night.
I almost feel exhausted — like I can go to sleep right now too. And it’s only 7:23PM.
You can be sure I’m praying tonight.
Going to walk Magic and sit outside in the full moon moonlight and watch the sun go down — rest — relax — meditate — pray.
It feels like it’s happening now…
I started to re-read the treatment and it’s real good.
This is it.
And I’m ready.