May 8, 2013
Since I started adding this artistic side to my business, I’ve noticed some thoughts come up.
That it’s pathetic.
That it says I’m not busy.
Who will be able to make a living being an artist? Selling artwork?
Crappy signs.
I can’t be serious.
This is a real downsize. What happened to Love Guru business? Did she abandon that? It must not be doing well.
I think most of those thoughts are thoughts I’ve adopted from my mom. Harsh criticizing and judging. Making assumptions.
When I saw someone I know through Facebook work more on her artwork than on her psychic business, I thought something was wrong. That her psychic business wasn’t providing for her. A change of course. Like she was giving up, or something. Taking a smaller role in society.
Really strange thoughts, right?
I have been working on changing these thoughts.
Telling myself the truth to the situation – this is actually an expansion of myself and my brand. I’m now offering my manifestation mobiles. There’s more to me now.
I’ve actually just thought of another psychic – this one I really admire and think she has a happening business and she offers different artwork, jewelry to compliment what she teaches, etc.
This is an expansion.
I have to change that thought of “i’m wasting time” when I do my artwork in order to sell it.
This is legitimate. This is what I want to do. This is a conscious choice of what’s in my heart.
I need to focus on that. That’s the truth.