February 20, 2013
So I’ve come to peace that all I want to do is WRITE.
I’m in heaven writing my book. I will do it for hours and hours and hours. Absolute love.
So rather than fighting for a balanced life, I just dove in.
Monday night, after one of my meetings, I said… all I want to do is write. I’m going to stop putting pressure on myself to do other things in the day. If I want to write, I write. That’s it.
And then I said, I’m going to start going to sleep earlier as well – I want to wake up early and write all day. And that’s what I’ve been doing for two days now, up at 5 or 6AM and writing by 7AM.
I love it. And I’ll go til 7PM in night.
Of course I take breaks during the day — but sometimes, not really. Heheh 🙂
Today I’m tired, so I’m taking a rest, a me day, a more chill day. No writing… although I’m writing on here as you see 🙂 But I wanted to update you. I wanted to write this yesterday since so much happened yesterday, but it was already late and I needed to eat dinner.
So with my book, I feel I have an internal deadline. I don’t know when it is, but it feels like I need to get this done soon. Now.
I don’t think it’s so much about the writing of the book that matters right now, although I’m thoroughly enjoying it… I feel like my place in the world right now is to be out there TEACHING the material. Helping people heal. I feel that’s needed, big time.
I attracted wonderful things yesterday — a potential therapy job, and a potential new student.
Wonderful – I am so in the flow.
But like I said in the last post, I am working on specific things. Going for the big time, what I really want.
Yes, I am focusing on more students. So that’s awesome – very awesome and I am so grateful, to have just met a new student while walking Magic.
But I am working on other things — things that really jazz me — TV and writing for magazine/paper. That’s what I want.
Yes, and this book out there.