July 7 2013
Who I am now, I don’t like.
I know this is why Spirit keeps giving me the message to have compassion towards myself.
I feel like I’m going through a huge awakening and I’m definitely in my passion and on purpose — but I guess it scares me.
I’m coming across as really strong.
Maybe this is okay, maybe it’s just that I’m just not used to it…
I don’t know.
I’m surely finding my people now since I am so outspoken and controversial. Interestingly enough, a lot of men have started to follow me on YouTube and Twitter.
I feel a bit rough, maybe angry.
I don’t like this either.
Angry sounding, maybe?
I feel angry a lot.
I feel a lot of energy. Passionate energy. Anger.
I will be more compassionate towards myself, give myself more time. This is all new to me. It’s a “rude” awakening. Diving into the material. Scouring the “books”/videos/material. Let myself learn, digest, research.
Continue commenting on the trial through videos and give myself time before I am out there / out there.
Let it be.
Be compassionate towards myself — towards the changes.
Get used to what direction I am going in.
Let Spirit continue to lead me…