February 5, 2013

This morning I got an angel message (from this book I have) that said not to be concerned with what other people think.  There was a whole explanation to it, but that was the gist of the message.

At first I thought it had to do with the group of people I wrote about in my last post – about me standing my ground — pushing hard – keeping on moving forward, no matter what they said about me — still being in that group and asserting myself.

As the morning went on and after I sent an email to one of the group members, then an email to my friend/the leader of the group, as well as took a step down in my leadership role — I realized what that angel message really referred to.

It’s this nagging thought of “they’re all talking about me….. I wonder what they think… they probably think I was the one to blame for all of this… that I was the one with the problem… that one guy is probably happy I stepped down, he probably thinks he won”

And that made me smile, cause that’s exactly what the angels were coaching me on this morning.

Don’t care what other people think.

I’m usually like F you and F you and I don’t care what you think… but here is another layer of it.  Dismissing those thoughts when they come up and to be focused on my dreams.

Focusing on my dreams rather than the dramas of these people.

Sure, maybe in some of their minds they think I’m crazy… or a bitch… or good, I’m not as involved.

Who cares.  This is their issue.  Their unhealed / wounded selves projected onto me.

Who cares what they think.

All what matters is what I think…. what I think of me… what I think of the situation.  The end.

Amazingly enough, and the way the Universe ALWAYS works, this stuff mirrors so much stuff / so many lessons I learned with my ex — the book I am writing right now, that it gives me SUCH great material to write about in my book… stuff / incidents that I maybe forgot about.

So in the end, these guys are helping me.

This is how Spirit is helping me!