January 29, 2013
Spider again in dream last night. Wow, lots of spiders last two days. I know it has a lot to do with my writing…
A spider totem teaches you balance — between past and future, physical and spirit, male and female. She is strength and gentleness combined. She awakens creative sensibilities and reminds you that the past is always interwoven with the future. Those who weave magic with the written word usually have this totem.
I have been so passionate (intense) about my 3rd book here. Plugging away. Up all hours of the night last night, couldn’t sleep, something was sitting uncomfortable with how I am writing this book. I needed to go through old journals, get everything out of my head, connect with Spirit and regroup.
I am reading through journals, outlining points I want to cover in this book. Praying to G-d that I am doing this story justice, there are so many layers to it, it gets complicated and I respect that here I am telling it once in this book that will be printed and the desire to tell it right / accurate and with integrity.
Then this email came through.
Subject: Letter of Agreement / Proposal / LOVE GURU
Date: January 29, 2013 11:04:13 AM ESTSubject: Letter of Agreement and Proposal LOVE GURUHi BlaireI am so sorry for the delay in getting back to you. I have sent the Letter of Agreement back to you. I fell and broke my arm and am a little behind with last year’s projects. However, I am now caught up and want to send your proposal for your book out next week.Therefore, could you kindly send this to me online.Again apologies for the delay in getting back to you. Thank you, Blaire.Warm wishes,