January 29, 2013

Spider again in dream last night.  Wow, lots of spiders last two days.  I know it has a lot to do with my writing…

A spider totem teaches you balance —  between past and future, physical and spirit, male and female. She is strength and gentleness combined. She awakens creative sensibilities and reminds you that the past is always interwoven with the future.  Those who weave magic with the written word usually have this totem.

I have been so passionate (intense) about my 3rd book here.  Plugging away.  Up all hours of the night last night, couldn’t sleep, something was sitting uncomfortable with how I am writing this book.  I needed to go through old journals, get everything out of my head, connect with Spirit and regroup.

I am reading through journals, outlining points I want to cover in this book.  Praying to G-d that I am doing this story justice, there are so many layers to it, it gets complicated and I respect that here I am telling it once in this book that will be printed and the desire to tell it right / accurate and with integrity.

Then this email came through.

Subject:  Letter of Agreement / Proposal / LOVE GURU

Date: January 29, 2013 11:04:13 AM EST
Subject: Letter of Agreement and Proposal LOVE GURU
Hi Blaire
I am so sorry for the delay in getting back to you.  I have sent the Letter of Agreement back to you. I fell and broke my arm and am a little behind with last year’s projects.  However, I am now caught up and want to send your  proposal for your book out next week.
Therefore, could you kindly send this to me  online.
Again apologies for the delay in getting back to you. Thank you, Blaire.
Warm wishes,
WOW.  Are you getting the magnitude of this?  WOW.
I had given up on this agent.  Had all these assumptions as to why I didn’t hear a response to the updated contract I had sent her
This is NO contact from Early Dec from her
Check out the timing in all of this.  Just as I am in a mad fury about my next book.
It’s happening!! It’s really happening!!!
PS:  I realize now that all those animals I saw that were dead over last week were also signs showing me that the tides have changed, things are going my way now – and I feel a new level of success.  Success doing and attracting the things I’ve always wanted