March 13, 2013
Who would thought that you’d have to “fight” for your dreams? Something that you want?
Well, that’s what I’m doing. I basically just told this guy in my writer’s group to get lost, as he kept trying to snoop with how I was planning this event with the author. He wanted to be kept in the loop.
I told him he had to be okay stepping out of the loop and attending the event like everyone else. Same issues I had with this group the last time and about the main organizer not putting this guy in his place — so I did.
There’s more to the story, but I’m not going into it, I’m done talking and thinking about it (as much as I can be)
So here I am, times of fear and worry come over me — but then the other side of me saying, KEEP GOING. This is YOUR event, stand your ground, stand in your power.
I realize I have past life issues around this. Someone or people taking what is mine away from me, and making me fall from my success. So this is why I have been keeping myself in the place where I am — not reaching my full potential, because this past life stuff has been hanging around me, making me fearful — not of the rise, but of the fall.
But I am working on clearing this karma. I’ll just say that I’ve already cleared it as I did work around it and why not, yes, it’s cleared. That was the intention anyway.
So now I claim what is mine.
I claim my abundance.
I allow myself to be a success. I really think this is a pinnacle point in my life, this situation — and again that causes fear, cause the worries of what if it doesn’t work out in my favor, that issues.
But I’m moving forward — full in my power, with all my Spirit friends as part of my army. This is mine. This is mine.