January 30, 2013

When I got the fabulous news about the agent yesterday (her email) I sent emails to 3 people.  One of them called me to celebrate, but it wasn’t really a congratulations, it was more an analyzation of where this agent has been for over a month and if she’s full of shit.

The two other people sent me congrats – one was more enthusiastic than the other – but they both cautioned, have a lawyer look at the agreement before you sign it.

Yes.  I know.

Okay, I get it.  You are looking out for me.  I probably would reply like that too, but there are two things here.

A call saying CONGRATS! would have been the ideal reaction from whoever…

And then I should have spent more time celebrating.

I did appreciate it and cry over it and tell myself congrats and that I was proud of myself, but I feel I should have followed my intuition to leave the house immediately and go do something to celebrate — to expand the moment.

This has crossed my mind the LAST TIME this same thing happpened.

Okay, next time I’ll do it.

But what I did do this time was for the most part separate celebration from analyzation.

1 – I attracted this agent.  This is a sign of the good times that are coming, that are here.


2 – Then later, when it’s time to REACT, like when and if I get this contract in the mail returned from her… then ANALYZE whether it’s a good decision to move forward with her or not.

It just so happened that the answer of “no” came to me last night before I went to sleep and again this morning when I woke up.

Okay, no problem.

I don’t know how it’s going to happen, but I know it’s going to happen.  It’s happening now.  Relax, receive, trust, surrender.  It’s all good.

Celebrate first….