May 2, 2013
I’m not going to go into much thought about this. Not going to own it, going to just let it flow through me… but since when did I become such a scaredy cat?
I know if I go after these TV jobs with fear that it will be a waste of time.
The fear has to be cleared and healed first.
But where did this fear come from?
I used to be so gung ho about these jobs, but somehow my memories of them — something cellular makes me nervous. Why?
I am totally different now. Evolved. More grounded, centered, focused.
I used to be go hardcore about applying for TV jobs… and I used to get them super quick. But maybe that was because it was behind the scenes, whereas here, even before I do the job, do the interview, etc — I am feeling my nerves.