March 4, 2014
I’ve been relaxing today — and actually for a few days — even last week.
I feel so tired today. So very tired and I’ve been just laying around and laying in bed.
I think this is all rejuvenation for me to go the next round in my journey.
Feelings of sadness have been coming up today. Nothing specific, but I am just letting it flow over me and be.
Just laying around and laying on my couch — and letting that all be okay.
At the end of this week I think my interview with Lilou Mace will be posted. I feel something or many great things may come from that. I also feel that this month will be the month I will move.
I know I’ve been saying that a lot about the move, but this time it feels grounded – a knowing that it’s happening.
I think there must have been so much energy swirling around my business and around the move that it caught up with me and Spirit wants to give me a good rest before I have more come my way.
Well rested for the drive. For the move. For new and expanded career opportunities.
I know this seems to be a pattern — of me talking about it — and expecting it — and at times that turns into frustration because I want to DO rather than talk about it, but it is what it is.
And I see how each time I decide to throw out things, donate them or sell them it clears a lot of energy.
Or rather I should say it brings up a lot of emotions, then clears and heals. And this all takes energy, and then requires rest.
So again I’m letting it be.
I choose to look at it as rejuvenation — rather than frustration and “why aren’t things happening faster”
All in good time and they are happening — step by step by step.
Success is built on stepping stones — one stair up after the next. Gracefully, elegantly, consistently and one must rest at times to see the view and to gain one’s strength for the next steps.
This woman I was learning from with dream interpretation shared her thoughts with me about that stair dream I had posted on here a few posts back.
She made me realize some new things about the dream.
It has to do with choosing to do my success step by step — gracefully and confidently — that money, fame, fortune lines my path — and that the dream is a reminder, a warning, and a prophesy (this is how I now interpret it) to stay in truth, integrity and the good of all (something that I preach about all the time on the Awakened Warrior) — rather than taking the fast road to success and selling myself out or doing something out of integrity that I will feel guilty about.
Success lines my path. All I desire is here and I am stepping more and more into it — being true to myself and others.
It’s a reminder to me to stick to this. A reminder and a prophesy that all is well.
Gives me something to think about, process and be happy about.