February 19, 2014
I noticed today that I’m out of my comfort zone again with all this Dunn trial stuff — and more so, speaking up.
My stomach has been feeling funky on and off the last few days.
It’s my solar plexus. The power center.
It’s okay — again, I’m working through it.
And I’m happy to be out of my comfort zone because my comfort zone sucked.
It was boring.
I felt stuck.
Now I feel alive.
On an adventure.
I also realized today on my walk why I still live in Florida.
As much as I have been wanting to move — and I still do feel it’s happening very soon (I know, I’ve been saying this for quite awhile — but now I’m all packed up..!) is that I live here in Florida because it’s safe.
I can hide.
Just today I was thinking “oh no, what if one of my neighbors recognizes me and turns me in — posts my address, etc”
And again, I stopped that — have been clearing that — and instead will manifest a huge penthouse level apartment where I can take up the whole floor and feel safe, being there surrounded by myself.
Just keep dreaming bigger. Going bigger.
I want to believe, I need to believe, and I am clearing out these fears.
Praying a lot and clearing my energy body.
Thank you for this.
I am ready.
I am doing it.
PS: It’s time for me to start doing some press. I put in this request / made this statement an hour or so ago. It’s time for me to start speaking out, a bigger platform, and to raise awareness.
I ask for this now. I am ready for it now. I will receive it.