June 29, 2013
Through my Facebook escapades I noticed someone I used to know starting to teach spiritual classes. They were talking about how they want to teach all across the country at different expos, etc.
And I couldn’t help but think, I’m soooo not interested in that.
That was an interesting thought, since before that’s all I wanted to do.
Now I don’t give a shit.
I just feel like being on TV.
Sharing commentary. Being a host. Making TV.
That’s what’s on my mind.
Interesting….
Curious as to where I am being taken.
Again, lately, the thought has been (since my new realization again that I love court / law / trials / cases) that I have so many interests and gifts — this is something to be grateful for, so much to share, but again the confusion over what am I supposed to be doing?
What direction am I going?
Uck.
Those thoughts again.