March 3, 2013

My new obsession is watching TV writers, directors, and TV and Movie actors interviews.  Especially the raw footage I love.

And in watching all these people — I think of them, they are MY people.

I am them and they are me.

This is who I am, this is what I do, and I am ready to be up there.

Sharing my craft with others.

All of these people are artists.  The writers I’m saying.  The ones directing.  The ones putting together the movies and TV shows.  I watch them in their interviews and I keep thinking — this is me.  I’m going to be doing this.  I can do this.  I WANT TO DO THIS.

I can really see myself writing TV shows and Movies.

This new show I heard about, GIRLS, which yes I know I’m behind the times as I think it’s in its 2nd  season, but I don’t have TV so I hear about these things a bit late… but I’m watching this lady being interviewed (Lena) and I’m thinking — that’s me.

She’s the creator of the show.  The writer.  The producer.  Plus she’s the star of it.

That’s me.  I can do this.  I want to do this.

And I just want it all.  I’m ready for it all.  I’m asking for it all.

And when you do that — the Universe has no other choice but to deliver.