May 6, 2013
So today I set up my Etsy shop!
I’m selling my artwork!! Can you believe it?
I also made a bunch of videos introducing my work to the world and talking about the type of artwork I create
What is Manifestation Art?
How do I use Manifestation Mobiles?
What is Totem Animal Art?
I’m excited – and totally don’t know where this road will take me!
This morning I woke up and I was kind of bummed about going back to my Love Guru job
I questioned myself what it was about the job that I didn’t like and didn’t want to do?
And it was about being in front of the computer – something that has bothered me for a long time – all day and the “in between” stuff in between working with students and teaching groups.
I like the flowingness that I had over the weekend. The fun and the lightness. I guess the “no pressure” to make money or produce — and look how I did produce! I was super productive.
It was the freedom from the “masculine” structures. The you have to do this at this time, etc… I guess.
I am still exploring this, what exactly I don’t like. I think again it has to do with the schedule or something. The having to go to bed at a certain time or wake at a certain time… the routine, but I thought again that’s what I did like.
I’m not sure.
But here I spend the day putting up my artwork.
Not sure where this will lead. Every step leads somewhere new.
I’m just following my heart. Doing what I want to do.
In the past I would have never spent “work hours” doing an Etsy store. I would have thought “what a waste of time” — “who can live off being an artist” — but maybe that’s what I want to do?
Again, I’m not 100% sure. Maybe I’m not 100% committing to it cause it’s something new. I’m not sure if it’s possible myself.
But I was seeing many of my students set up their life as an artist (through working with me) – and selling artwork and I wanted to do that too. It just seemed like so much fun!
So now I’m giving myself permission to have that freedom and fun too.