April 29, 2013
My energy has changed. Who I am has changed. I’ve felt this in tinges over the last week — and more strongly yesterday and this morning as I wake up.
I am different now. Feeling much more confident – sure of myself – in power – firmly grounded into Earth — powerful.
Making those videos over these last two weeks – especially this week – has really given me great power and knowing – and again, confidence in myself.
A much firmer feeling in this world.
Much more pride.
I feel so grateful for this. I realize that when one is firmly planted into the Earth with confidence, they draw others to them. That’s what I’ve been doing.
It also doesn’t really matter — all of that now. I notice how the last two rounds of videos I’ve made not so many people remarked on them like my last ones. But it doesn’t matter.
I know they are GOOD. Solid. And I feel powerful.
I FEEL LIKE MY ROLE IN THIS WORLD — A LEADER.
I am also getting confirmation and congrats from Spirit for that as well.
I also think what has helped me is the increase in my creativity — focusing more on nourishing myself by cooking for myself (yesterday I made Shrimp Paella for the first time and it was really good!), plus picked up more supplies to make my totem animals on wood. I love it.
And yesterday, two snakes came to support me again.
I feel so loved! I am so loved!
The snakes came to me via the internet — meaning there were pictures of them on websites.
I saw the first one on a web page — actually I think it was through my facebook feed and I said to myself, hmm… that’s interesting, is that a sign for me. Is the snake sharing with me it’s medicine?
And yes, I thought maybe.
And then a few hours later someone else posted a snake picture. Okay, I got it now, yes it’s a sign for me. Thank you for sharing snake medicine with me. Thank you for helping me.
I look at it this way — when you see a picture on the internet — or rather this is how it felt for me yesterday — seeing the picture on the internet, was softer medicine than how I usually stumble on them out in the world or in my dreams, when it’s dramatic and shocks/scares me.
So it was a lighter, softer way for me to get their support.
Life is good. I’m excited for the day and what is to come from it. 🙂