January 22, 2013

Today I’m ready to move forward and write in this new direction on where my book wants me to go.  I’m a bit nervous, but I can’t be.  It’s for my eyes only now anyway.  I know this book is going to be incredibly healing – not only for me, another layer – but for millions of people.

It’s been great fun writing this book.  I have to keep at my computer and simply write.  I keep asking Spirit where am I to go next, what’s next, how is this book being laid out, and they keep telling me they will let me know when the time is ready.  They remind me that I have my next chapter to write and just write that and the rest will be revealed when it is time.

I have been playing with this idea.  The concept of taking one step at a time and not worrying about the big picture.  Spirit knows what I want to accomplish (a bestselling book), and Spirit is taking me there — revealing the steps one step at a time.

What a relief and how easier is life this way.  Before I thought I had to figure it all out and I didn’t realize Spirit was guiding me like this… or could guide me like this, but they are.  I told them thank you, for doing this in my life.  It gives me the freedom to relax and enjoy life more.

I stay in constant contact with them, letting them lead the way, and then I simply do.  Tell them the big picture of what I want and they break it down step by step.  It’s very freeing and easy.

And I see how with this block I had yesterday, I just checked in and they told me what was going on.  Sure I was in frustration mode for 1 1/2 days, but I knew how to get myself out of it earlier, I guess I didn’t want to …. and even that’s not long.

I have also been playing around with in my mind if Spirit had told me and all of us (in life) all the steps we were to take, how getting that “download” all in one would be way too overwhelming.  You’re going to start writing a book… you are going to write 3 chapters on this…. you are going to get blocked for 1 1/2 days…. you are going to realize the book is actually on a slightly different topic than you had already thought… you are going to contact this agent, she’s going to say no.  you are going to contact this agent, she’s going to say yes.  you are going to sign a book deal, then a movie deal and then blah blah blah blah blah….

I have always been one to say “I want to know!”  But really we just want to know about the good things.  We don’t want to hear about the “bad” things that are to happen in our lives… but of course the “bad” things are really good too.

Out on a walk this morning with Magic….

Hawk.  Thank you.  I’m feelin’ you.

Power, Magic, Messenger.

Hawk is the messenger, the protector and the visionaries of the Air.  It holds the key to higher levels of consciousness.  This totem awakens vision and inspires a creative life purpose.  A Hawk totem is filled with responsibility because Hawk people seek the overall view. They are aware of omens and spirit messages.  If you have this Totem, you will be aware of and work towards fulfilling your soul’s purpose.  It reflects a greater intensity of energy within your life:  physical, emotional, mental and spiritual forces will all be strong within you.