March 3, 2013

I am in training for my dreams to come true.  I have known this for several months but have teeter tottered in letting certain things go.

One of those things is this — Going for a walk / run withOUT Magic, my dog.

It’s kind of sad and that’s why I have held onto it.

I head towards the door to go for a walk/run and Magic is saying to me “take me, I want to go” (and yes, I can literally hear him talking to me)

But I can’t take him anymore.  More and more I have to start leaving him at home.  Yes, I pick him up after I’m done with my run / walk, but for it — he can no longer come.

This has held me back many times.  I haven’t gone to the beach for a walk because I wanted to take him.  Hey, if I’m going out for a long walk, might as well take him for exercise too, right?  Wrong.

I can’t do it anymore.

Most of the time the heat is too much for him.  Me too… but even when it gets later in the day, Magic poops out or wants to sniff everything or won’t run.  It’s cruel to make him run with me, he doesn’t like it.

Now, for awhile I was taking his carriage with me.  And yes, I have a dog carriage / stroller… and yes it’s ridiculous and yes, it’s a South Florida thing.

But this was a major inconvenience too.  Because the stroller was always in my way when running and I could never give it my all.  So that didn’t work.

But now I am letting this all go.  The guilt that is.  The leaving him out thing.  The feeling bad or sad.  Leaving it behind.

Why?  Because I need to work out.  I feel better doing it and it’s part of my training for my dreams — so again, I need to do it.

So this is just getting used to a new routine.  It’s good.  Good cause it’s making my dreams come true.  Can’t let my guilt, or sadness, or I’m being a bad mommy thoughts come up.  I can’t even let him saying to me “I want to go” bother me either.  I will come back and get him later.

And that’s the way it goes.  Letting things go…

PS:  As I was coming back from my walk/run with Magic (I went first, then picked him up for his walk and my 2nd one) loud and clear the Universe showed me this.

777 — The angels applaud you… “congratulations, you’re on a roll! Keep up the good work and know your wish is coming true.” This is an extremely positive sign and you should also expect more miracles to occur.