June 27, 2013
So today I just hung around. Listened to a lot of interviews of TV writers and execs talking about the business. I find that very interesting.
Went for a swim, which was nice. The water is so warm in the pool in my community and I have been finding swimming laps to be very comforting. Today I met a guy – so that was nice, to have conversation and a bit of flirting with someone. He told me I have “beautiful swimming movements” — I thought that was funny, also very flattering.
Saw my bright green lizard friend (a new one) on my way to the supermarket, which was nice – again — meaning my dreams being reviewed before they manifest. I appreciate those signs. And then today I’ve been watching Season 5 of Nurse Jackie (I really like that show, very well written) and there was a BEE in the background of one of the episodes, so that again is a great sign — the promise of the impossible happening.
So with all that, each time today when I would — just a little bit – begin to think about my new TV pitch, what kind of show I want to do — I would get all confused. The thought wouldn’t last long at all and be confusion right off the bat.
So I’m just documenting that here.
No judgment around it.
And I just let it be. Went to imagine something else.
Kind of strange I guess. But who knows. It’s percolating.