May 1, 2013
Spirit has suggested that I list out the lessons I am learning from what is going on in my career these days, with what feels like a delay in my TV and more students coming to me desires. With everything that happens in your life there is always a lesson to learn. When you learn that lesson you no longer need it calling for your attention. So, here it goes…
I am learning to better understand the power of my gifts.
I am seeing how students are moved so much that they get uncomfortable, angered, upset around me. This used to make me feel bad. Used to be really weird. Now I understand it’s because my healing and psychic gifts are really good. My connection to Spirit is really good and how I am standing for health within them and this is me revealing parts of themselves that they are afraid to see so they are projecting the dislike onto me.
I will make a video helping students through this process. Helping them through the healing.
This is making me come more from my heart cause I really do care about my students and I really want to help them along, even if they are “afraid” or “uncomfortable” around me now. I understand the big picture, that it’s part of their process of healing.
So it’s giving me more confidence — more self esteem — more power and knowing within myself. More love for myself.
This is good, thank you.
It’s also building my trust in myself and in Spirit.
I know I am being taken care of, so although I get annoyed or antsy that things are not happening fast enough or I’m upset with Spirit asking what else could I possibly do to make all of these things in my career pop-off I know they are creating something that’s much BIGGER and BETTER for me than I am asking for.
Of course it’s helping me have more patience.
But I think this is more of an issue of TRUSTING.
Trusting Spirit. They have me covered.
PS: Two days ago Spirit gave me the words…. WAIT… EXPECT…. PREPARE.
Along with the saying “I patiently wait to be rewarded” Nice 🙂