January 11, 2013

Yesterday I started thinking about posting my events on meetup again.  This would be the 3rd time I go back to that site to attempt to form a group.  The reason I started thinking about it was because I wanted to speak that evening, yet no one had signed up.

One student emailed me, open to meeting, but I was also very tired processing things that I thought it would be best if I just scheduled a meetup for the next week.

So I have mixed feelings about meetup.  It seems like many people want to join groups but then don’t come out.  This was mentioned to me again with this group I am speaking for next month, that this person has over 200 members, yet his groups only get 1-4 people and that’s even when it’s free.  So meetup is strange.  I tend to think, again, that it’s a Florida thing.  People are distracted by other things.  Maybe people have more money concerns here than in the tri-state, which is where I’m from.  When I was posting events in NYC, people would come out.  People are always looking for things to do up there.

But anyway, this is not about NYC, this is about me, here, in FL.

And I decided to post my events again on meetup.  I even signed up to do it for 3 months.  Again, we’ll see how it goes.  I feel shy / embarrassed with the thought, here we go again… same old… but Spirit ensures me it’s not the same situation.

Each time I do it I am getting better at it.  Plus my work has changed.

Plus I am learning how to hold the energy better.

My meetup was gathering momentum the last time, with two people at the last meetup (hehe, I know) 🙂 but I cancelled it.  The new person expressed sadness at me canceling it as they said they were looking forward to it all week and how the exercise I shared had really helped her.

If you are constantly changing dates and times and canceling events as soon as people are starting to come out, you’re not holding the energy.

You are displaying that anxiety that I was observing in the person who is bringing me in to speak to their group next month.  You need to be anchored, grounded to attract.  To draw in.  To manifest.

This is not the same situation…. you are learning how to do it better.

(I hope so) 🙂


PS:  Numbers from today

111 – Monitor your thoughts carefully, and be sure to only think about what you want, not what you don’t want. The sequence is a sign that there is a gate of opportunity opening up, and your thoughts are manifesting into form at record speeds. The 111 is like the bright light of a flash bulb. It means that the universe has just taken a snapshot of your thoughts and is manifesting them into form. Are you pleased with what thoughts the universe has captured? If not, correct your thoughts…ask your angels to help you with this if you have difficulty controlling or monitoring your thoughts.

333 — The Ascended Masters are near you, desiring you to know that you have their help, love and companionship. Call upon the Ascended Masters often, especially when you see the number 3 patterns around you. Some of the more famous Ascended Masters include: Jesus, Moses, Mary, Quan Yin and Yogananda.

555 — Buckle your seatbelts. A major life change is upon you. This change should not be viewed as being “positive” or “negative” since all change is but a natural part of life’s flow. Perhaps this change is an answer to your prayers, so continuing seeing and feeling yourself to be at peace.