January 1, 2013
It’s a few hours since I put my 7 Day Violence Detox video out into the world and this is what I realized.
This is what came to me.
I am now able to hold the space for this.
I see how in the months coming up to this, I would feel my greatness, I would sense it. I would step into it and then have doubts, fears, and anxieties come up.
It took a lot of energy to hold this level of awesomeness (that’s the word that comes to me) 🙂 and I wasn’t able to hold this level of vibration of before.
It would bring on too many worries. I would get afraid. Past life stuff wound come up, childhood stuff would come up, wounding would come up.
But I kept trying and kept trying.
I kept wanting it. I kept going for it. I kept on persevering, despite not feeling successful at it.
And here I am.
I’ve got it now.
I’m finally able to hold the space for this new level of being.
How fucking cool!
This 7 Day Violence Detox is going to be a success. I can feel it.
….. it already is.
Amen to that! Thank you g-d!