April 12, 2013

Yesterday I got a lot of 111 signs.  Even this one, which I thought was cool – it was April 11 and 11:11AM

111 – Monitor your thoughts carefully, and be sure to only think about what you want, not what you don’t want. The sequence is a sign that there is a gate of opportunity opening up, and your thoughts are manifesting into form at record speeds. The 111 is like the bright light of a flash bulb. It means that the universe has just taken a snapshot of your thoughts and is manifesting them into form. Are you pleased with what thoughts the universe has captured? If not, correct your thoughts…ask your angels to help you with this if you have difficulty controlling or monitoring your thoughts.

It concerns me when I see 111 as I know my thinking is not good.  Not as high vibrational as it should be.  But I also appreciate the angels telling me so.

I’ve also been seeing a lot of 888 lately which makes me happy

888 — A phase of your life is about to end, and this is a sign to give you forewarning to prepare. This number sequence may mean you are winding up an emotional career or relationship phase. It also means there is light at the end of the tunnel. In addition it means, The crops are ripe. Don’t wait to pick and enjoy them. In other words, don’t procrastinate in making your move or enjoying the fruits of your labor.

and then twice, or three times — yesterday and then today 999

999 — Get to work, Lightworker! The world needs your Divine life purpose right now. Fully embark upon your sacred mission without delay or hesitation.

I also saw a snail moving sooo fast yesterday and almost completely out of its shell.  I’ve never seen that before.  Snails usually mean this:  (amongst other things)

Snail people are often loners, not very social and often timid.
Their life lesson will be to learn to trust.
Learning to balance trust and protection is a difficult lesson;
watch out for the appearance of Snail and back off when he appears. 

Snails also teach us to protect the inner child.
Snail people often present a hard shell to the world
when they really have a tender heart and strong feelings.
Watch for Snail and learn who and when to trust.

But I took it to mean 1)  I’m out of my shell more and I was happy about this and 2) I’m really moving!

I realize and I’ve realized this before when it had just happened, that this thing with one of my students is a distraction.  When we are going for something big, sometimes a distraction comes up to (maybe) try to get us off course — or to actually get us to focus more.

I’m grateful that it happened, because it sparked so much movement for me forward, so I do think it was meant to happen.  I also think the lessons I was learning from them are over — and that’s why our relationship was a bit on the strange side.

I realized this when I did one of my in person events and a new student came down.  It was such different energy and I really enjoyed it.  I knew I was 100% being of service.  I knew the student was 100% taking in everything, really listening, learning and enjoying – and it was good energy to be around.  Just different energy from this other student, where I felt a lot of heaviness, pulling of my energy, such heavy thinking, and so much more going on.  I still think they need to do private sessions.  I’m not sure with me or not – we’ll see how the energy shifts (or not) from the next few sessions they have, but I keep feeling it’s time for us to part with that form of teaching.  New one on one students…. although again, I still get torn a bit because I know I can help with these issues, the question is, do I want to get so in the thick of it?  This has come up with other students and I think maybe “no” – it’s too intense – them throwing angry and frustrated energy at me, poverty mindset, very judgmental, etc.

Of course the energy could change here and things do happen quickly, but anyway I feel I’m in a new phase here.  New kinds of students.  New changes.  Good things.

I’m happy about this.  And again, I need to keep my thoughts focused on being positive, etc and not let them drift into thinking about this person and all the different levels of what’s going on with them.  I need to just release that.  Otherwise, like what’s been happening this week, they’ve been having a week long session!  (in my mind and energy wise) — it’s terrible.  I need to focus on myself.