January 25, 2013

I feel like I haven’t written on here for so long.  Compared to how many posts I used to do in a day, one is really nothing.

I’ve been busy.

Fantastically busy.

Writing.  Thinking about writing.  Coming up with ideas for writing.  And then digesting things, having to do wtih writing.  Crying.  Eating.  Sleeping.  Writing.

I love this lifestyle.

It’s like my life now is dedicated to this project.  I am doing it for Source.  When people say they are “serving” I usually think it’s bullshit.  Now, with this project, I totally get it.

I am on a mission.  I am in the flow.  A zen like happiness.

Spirit wants me to write this book.  I know it’s important, so I write it.

Each step of the way, they bring back memories and points that are important to go in the story.  My nighttime hours are filled with times of long gone past.

I wake up with loads of notes and I am so excited to get writing.

Like even now, it’s 10:30PM and I would write now if I wasn’t so overtired.

I take naps in the day, because what I am processing – the emotions – to get this material down on paper takes me through the runner.

But it’s all for a reason.

My life has purpose.

I am on mission and I am loving it.

Thank you so much, this lifestyle is amazing.

Dedicated to the writing and I so love it.

PS:  Been seeing consistent 777’s awesome.

777 — The angels applaud you… “congratulations, you’re on a roll! Keep up the good work and know your wish is coming true.” This is an extremely positive sign and you should also expect more miracles to occur.

And I thought I was done seeing dead animals, but as I was playing with Magic today on his daily afternoon walk, he lead me straight to a dead fish.

I’m going to google it again to see what’s that all about.

Okay, have a good one.  Oh man, how I wish I could write tonight.  I would keep going if I could.  I so absolutely love it.