May 30, 2013
Feeling slightly annoyed now. Wow, it’s almost 2PM, i need to eat. I get so involved with what I’m doing I forget to eat….
So what am I annoyed about?
I’m annoyed that I’m applying to stupid jobs online to do stupid writing gigs, etc that is a complete waste of my time.
I’m annoyed cause I want to provide for myself through my gift, and solely through my gift.
I’m annoyed because I should be working on my tv pitch today — that’s what I want to do — in addition to shopping for my new look and developing my new type of talks — but instead I’m fucking around, looking for some last minute jobs.
This is not the way I want to do it.
I was thinking doing this — making the money — instead of taking it out of my IRA, but fuck this. This totally takes me out of the flow.
1:44PM. There’s those numbers again.
Angels, guides, please help. Please provide me with financial support and security while I make this transition in my career. Please show me the means to make this money with grace and ease.
I’m going to eat lunch and then work on my TV pitch.
Praying my furniture I just posted sells today, that will be some money which will be good.
Oh man. Uck. Please help. Please show me the way.