June 17, 2013

Went back on Facebook yesterday to post a question about driving cross country and to get guidance from one of the Facebook groups I’m in.

It went well — and I posted a few times on my Facebook page — but then it didn’t feel right.

I got uneasy.

I needed to sign off.

Get off there.

I realize it’s not even about the people who follow me, etc.

It’s just the vehicle in general.  I just don’t like it.  Just not feeling it.

I start reading other people’s dramas.  Other people’s issues.  And it’s just depressing and takes me off center.

I go to reply to other people’s posts.  And then I’m reminded that it’s all fake anyway.

People post but most people don’t reply and don’t care what others’ write.

It’s all the same deal, same issues I’ve been dealing with before.

A waste of time.

Fake relationships.

I don’t need it.

I deactivated it again.

My life automatically went back to feeling better.

I also noticed how my productivity went down as well — I was sooo distracted!