May 13, 2013

Dragonflies continue to follow me.  One, today, even got stuck in my car!  How’s that for a sign! 🙂

I also have seen 222 today, and 555 as I was talking to myself about how my life is changing (very synchronistic), and 777 – all very good things, I’m grateful.

I also just bumped into a woman from England.  This happens to me almost every week, it amazes me.  I miss the English countryside so much and really would like to go there for a few weeks… I just wish Magic could come with me.

In any event, today I was thinking of what to do work-wise.  I checked in with Spirit.

Then I was going to start sending my resume to TV professionals and Spirit was like STOP.

There’s no need.

I would say I asked why, but I knew why…

I have my expo this Sunday.  It’s sooner than I thought.  I have to prepare for it.  Also, I have a meeting with a TV exec tonight.  Enjoy one thing at a time.  Don’t be frantic and keep sending resumes out.  There’s no need.  The efforts will be useless.  Not today.

So I heeded the advice.  I didn’t want to send resumes anyway.  My heart wasn’t in it (total sign, duh!)

And I started working on Expo stuff.  Ends up there’s a lot to do.  A lot to think about, as I’m planning stuff out in my head and how I want to do it.

I’m going to psych myself up about it.  Think positive.  Be in the flow.  This will be a good experience for me, and I’ll be successful – selling my Manifestation Mobiles and attracting new clients.  I’ll enjoy speaking in front of everyone and meeting people live.

This internet interactions haven’t been working for me for a long time.

It amazes me that I was doing my business like this for so long — I hate it.

So again, I could go into “ah, in the past expos have been a waste of time” — or — “I don’t think many people will show up”

But they will.

I’m putting my energy there.  I’m ready to share.  I’m ready to be seen.  I’m ready to do this new stuff in my life.  This is MUCH better than interacting with people on the internet.  You’ve seen how “traumatic” that’s been for me these past months.  Hahah!

Interestingly enough, got a call for a Therapy job today.  I’m not crazy about it, but keeping an open mind.  I called the lady back, but haven’t heard back from her yet.  Strange.  I’ll try her again. Maybe it’ll be good.  I’m open.