January 24, 2013

I was exhausted yesterday and slept for half of the day.  The last few days have been emotional.  I have been working on a forgiveness technique and many memories of me and my ex have been coming to the surface because of it.

Also, there have been many emotions and memories come up because I am writing my new book about our relationship and the way Spirit has been guiding me to write it, I am taking the reader through our whole relationship.

Not as I would like, but I am allowing myself to be guided.

So all of my extra time has been on doing this forgiveness work, thinking, reliving, and writing.  My final release of him, I guess… along with my giving back to society.

I have been having many dreams and material has been coming through, re-thining, etc during my night time hours.  This has been making me tired during the day and causing me to keep irregular hours.

I’ve also been crying every single day.  I think it’s fine, as it’s a good release, although sometimes this crying will come at strange hours.  I cried at the ending of the movie Pitch Perfect the other day, as well as tigers being fed at the awesomeness when I was at the zoo the day before.

I don’t think these are related to my ex or my new book project, but I thought I would share that.  Something beneath the surface is definitely going on…

The other day I had an amazing meeting with one of my writing buddies and he was able to help me focus many of my thoughts.  I feel so grateful for him.

While reviewing my writing notes with my writing buddy I saw the 999 pop up.  I had to look it up as I don’t think I ever got this number combination before.

999 — Get to work, Lightworker! The world needs your Divine life purpose right now. Fully embark upon your sacred mission without delay or hesitation.

And then when I got home, when I was walking Magic before bed got 777

777 — The angels applaud you… “congratulations, you’re on a roll! Keep up the good work and know your wish is coming true.” This is an extremely positive sign and you should also expect more miracles to occur.

I’d like to point out that I saw a dead dragonfly on my path yesterday as well – that’s 3 days in a row now…. dead bird…. dead goose…. dead geiko (I think that was the same day as the goose)… and then yesterday dead dragonfly, so definitely things below the surface are occurring.