May 1, 2013

I’ve decided it is best that I see how my life is getting better and start being thankful to the Universe a whole lot more.  You know, actively practicing gratitude for things that are happening and things I want to manifest.

Manifesting, rather than waiting for the Universe to get it’s act together or waiting for it to reward me with what I desire.

Before I go into the thankfulness and the evidence of my life getting better, I want to just say that right now I am dealing with a lot of anger and frustration — sadness that manifesting these certain things in my life has been so “hard.”  I’ve manifested many things in my life and this annoys me.  I’ve been working at it for months and I’m kind of pissed off at the whole thing in general.  Other things to manifest have been so easy for me.  It’s like here I have to do a bunch of my different tools, clear out fears over and over again, and watch and clear out negative thoughts a lot too — just annoying.  I’m going to journal about this tonight as well.

So anyway, my life has been getting better lately, I’ve just been failing to acknowledge it and really thank the Universe.

I’ve been super creative.  This makes me very happy.  I’ve been drawing and painting a lot more.

I’ve been really creative, with the time, energy, and desire to cook a whole lot more.  That’s been a lot of fun.

I’ve been taking only inspired action when it comes to work.  Not more stress or struggle at work / projects.  Thank you!

I got a free ($20) toy from Petco for my dog Magic the other day.  That was awesome

I got a $8 coupon for new food I want to buy Magic.  Thanks again.

I went to home depot and bought more wood to draw on and there was a man there who helped me cut my wood and did all the cuts for free.  Thank you very much.

I went swimming in the ocean today.  It was my first day in the ocean in a long time.  The water is warming up and it’s heavenly.  Thank you very much.

I’ve been working out a lot more.  Thank you!

A new student is working with me and I made over $200 on a purchase.  Thank you very much.

More people have been contacting me interested in my services.  Thank you!

The weather has been much better – – much cooler and it’s been smelling so delicious outside.

I feel my connection to Spirit has become deeper as well.  I was in a conversation with a tree the other day!

My relationship with Magic is much deeper.

Things have been getting better.  My life has been getting better.  Focus on the positive.

222 followed me around a couple of times today.

Caught 444 as well.

888 twice too.

and 555.

Grateful for being guided.  I am doing this.  Write out the frustrations.  Examine the fears.  I’m doing a good job.  I can do this.  I will do this.  I am doing it.  Manifesting.  Bringing it into the now.

Oh g-d!