May 29, 2013
So no coincidence that I saw this picture on Facebook a couple of days ago
I have always had a thing for fairytale theme. I used it a lot with my Event Planning company in NYC. I’ve been thinking about my costume for quite some time now.
But now rather than thinking about it and talking about it — it’s time for me to do it.
Dress in costume.
Yesterday I found some looks online that I really like. They’re for little kids and I’d get them custom made for me.
I LOVE THIS ONE – it’s crazy looking too 🙂
LOVE LOVE LOVE this one too!! Love the butterfly
Love this one too!
Yes, the feathers!
Ahh, love this one too
Ahh purple
Now these may look crazy on me. But I keep thinking about them.
And yes, there’s a fear that I come dressed up — and then have a normal presentation — that has to be performance / entertainment too.
Years ago I was in Miami and couldn’t take my eyes off this beautiful quinceanera gown – it’s what girls from Latin America celebrate, like a sweet 16 – and the dresses are absolutely breathtaking.
I remember one I saw, it stuck out to me — I wanted one. Absolutely incredible.
So now is the time for me to release the fears about doing this.
Performance art.
Performance teaching.
Going big.
REALLY BEING SEEN.
Need to let the fears go — step out of the daydream and now it’s time for it to be my reality.
Oh wow. So exciting — it’s really so exciting. Living out loud. But also, oh my…. 🙂
PS: So the other thing that goes with this is the desire / the attraction towards wearing a crown, a tiara, you know like they wear at Bridal Pageants. Haha. Yep. outrageous I tell ya. It makes me very excited but again, this is the transition time — very exciting, fun, a bit nervous — but definitely fun. Need to just do it. Have the balls, stand in my joy, stand in my vision and do it. I know I will be supported. I know it’ll go over great too. Just have to do it 🙂