June 14, 2013
So lately, this whole week, my guides have been giving me messages — from cards I’ve been pulling and messages from my angel book — to take risks, to get courage, to let my gifts go to work for me. To put myself out there, to stop blocking myself.
And each time I get one of these messages I get upset.
I keep asking them – what do you want me to do?
What’s the next step?
I’m ready to move forward with TV but I don’t know what to do next?
I want someone from TV to contact me.
Please help me, please help me.
So I end up waiting and then another day goes by and I wait again and still nothing.
And I am happy to put myself out there.
I questioned if taking myself off Facebook was a way of hiding… if it was a way of sabotaging myself…. but when I asked that and even considered doing a FB account with just the connections that I like getting updates from and use an anonymous name… I got that simplify message again, so I decided to not go that route.
But then again, have courage – put yourself out there – step forward, the world is waiting for you.
What should I do?
And I know if I put myself out there that doors will open. It seems that things with TV when I have moved forward, it’s been really easy for me to connect with people, to get the information I need, etc.
But what am I to do?
Today I decided to send an email to this tv exec that looked appeal to me. I’m not sure if this is the way to go. To send random “query” letters. I just sent one.
Not looking to exhaust myself — and seeing what happens.
I happened to get the lady’s assistant on the phone. Again, another door open.
We’ll see when she replies. I hope she replies. But moreover I hope she’s a good fit.
Still I pray… Universe, what’s the next step for me with presenting my work?
Please bring me to the right person.
But still, I don’t like the idea of sending out these query emails.
I wonder how you are supposed to connect with TV execs? What is the next step?
I know doors will open once I figure out what to do.
My guides have been incredibly quiet with this. I don’t like the idea of sitting still, not moving forward with this – and that’s what it feels like I did this week 🙁