June 14, 2013
Last night I was thinking about how much I liked the turtle walk event and how I missed doing things. Many things.
Going to the beach. I stopped doing that because I am trying to conserve gas / money.
Picking up food.
From chipotle’s, chinese, and on and on…. I miss my special food.
I miss going to the zoo and butterfly world and doing these events.
And I prayed to g-d to bring me more money each month so I can start doing these things again.
I want to live a fuller life.
A wealthier life.
I have done this poor thing and I want to make money now.
I want to do more of the things I enjoy and yes, they all cost money.
I want to start picking up food at places I like again – -and yes, again, this is money.
I pray to bring me more money now. I want to live again.
Also lately I’ve been really sad about living far from the beach (it’s really just a 10 minute or less drive) but I miss walking there and I want that experience back again.
I pray for that too….
Not sure what to do about all these things…. just been feeling really sad at times with the limitation of funds.