January 4, 2013

Amazingness.  Gratefulness.  Wonderfulness.

Just 2-3 days ago the thought came to my mind, “Hey, I’d like to do some speaking”

So I prayed about it.

And… a request came through by someone local here in Florida.

Cool.

Then today, a psychic medium from NYC contacted me about an event he’s putting together.  I let him know that I’m in South Florida (many people know me from up north and by my phone number area code think I’m still up there) and kind of jokingly, I guess, emailed him back saying “Any interest in flying me up there?”

He said, yes.  Possibly.

I spoke on the phone to both guys today and all is well.

I’m excited for it.

Very excited for the NYC gig.  He asked me how much I wanted to speak.  This is where I got a bit unsure.  … bring your confidence Blaire….

I emailed him back quoting a price, plus airfare, plus hotel, plus car service.

I knew another person’s name who he was considering joining the event.  She’s big.  He seems busy too.  This is good.  An upgrade.  Thank you for answering my prayers and thank you so quick.  I noticed myself wavering.  Thinking of the 100-150 people in attendance.  Thinking of being on this panel with other people.  All of us bringing our A game.

… Bring your confidence Blaire…. You can do this… You’re as good as any of them…

So hope for the best and just let it go.

After I wrote the email, twice the message came….

222 — Have faith. Everything’s going to be all right. Don’t worry about anything, as this situation is resolving itself beautifully for everyone involved.

Okay…. please help me… I’d really like to do this.