March 17, 2014

Spirit explained to me that what do I think I do — and I said, heal relationship patterns.

And they said — well — that’s programming!

You’re programmed how to be in relationships.

Programmed to be the “good girl” or the “non-committal man” or the “jealous girlfriend” or the “withdrawn husband” — and so on.

This de-programming is needed on a mass scale.

I was so caught up on trying to figure out how my work fits into satanic rituals healing and these people who suffered from MK Ultra deprogramming, etc — and fear that this stuff was getting weirder and weirder and not mainstream at all — when on my walk it dawned on me (Conversation with Spirit) that this is my work!

To explain to the public how they have been programmed throughout their whole life.

Spirit also reminded me how I have been studying programming one’s mind since I was in college — and how I have been using it with my students to program them in a bright and shiny future — I’ve been using it for good — they’ve been using it for self serving purposes.

It’s important to note – and to my happy surprise I saw two toads while I was walking.

Wonderful totems heralding wonderful news!  I haven’t seen them in a LONG TIME

How appropriate that I saw them when I was purposely outside to walk in the moonlight (see below, they have a connection to the moon)


Inner Strength, Luck

The appearance of a Toad heralds a successful time of drawing upon
and using our inner resources.
Toads are associated with money and luck –
especially changing your luck from bad to good.
People with a Toad totem can see things and people more clearly. 

A Toad heralds the need for self-examination.
Ask these questions:
Am I hesitating to act and missing opportunities?
Am I allowing fear to hinder progress?
Have I forgotten my inner strength?

A Toad totem is a representation of the Moon, and represents both Life and Death.
In alchemy, the Toad signifies the dark side of Nature.
In the ancient cultures of Mexico, the Toad symbolized the Earth.

I think I’m hesitating and missing opportunities… (although I have been putting out so much energy lately!)

And yes, I have forgotten my inner strength… letting fear hinder my progress.  Keep going Blaire!  Keep going!

PS:  Remember the signs I got earlier – about extreme wealth and power — and tv being very lucrative for me.  Well, the toads are other omens supporting that!  This is very cool.  And of course I’m saying to Spirit… okay, show me, show me with my two eyes ! 🙂