April 24, 2013
I have been getting guidance to make more and more videos. I have so much to share. During the day I will question myself, whether to make a video or not. If it’s too much, too often, fear of being taken advantage of, fear of sharing too much info, etc. But at night, when I am most relaxed, journaling, and praying, I will have so much inspiration to keep sharing, to make as many videos as needed — and to keep doing.
These days my eye is on my TV job. It’s all I care about. My other dreams have fallen by the wayside, they are not as important, this is my top priority. I am ready to be seen, I am ready to share. I want to do that now.
Last night a bat was in my dream.
Bats mean this:
A Bat totem appearing in your life
is a call for the end of a way of life and the beginning of another.
You must face your greatest fears
and get rid of the part of your life that no longer is needed.
This transition is very frightening for many:
“better the devil you know…”
But you will not grow spiritually until the old parts are gone.
Face the darkness before you and you will find the light in rebirth.
That’s right. The end of one way of life. Breaking away from the past. I know that is my time now. I have been knowing this and talking about this. That’s why I got the cake the other day (which I’ve already started eating) but I will light candles tonight and do my ceremony.
I made three videos this morning. Here they are.
I am moving out there. I am following my guidance. I am being fearless and focused with my desires. Who cares what anyone may think – that I’m making too many videos or posting them too much on Facebook or Twitter. I know what is right for me — and this is following this path. Again, those are all fears.
After some hours of working at promotion, getting my videos out to high ranking professionals in the industry, I developed a headache and got real tired. I’m eating lunch then taking a nap. Yesterday I needed a nap in the middle of the day too.
It’s okay — the transition and going through fears, doing new things can create energy transitions and tiredness. I’m still moving ahead. I still have more to do.
While I was eating I saw a BIG GREEN Lizard walking in the tree. Massive.
Here’s the message.
Lizard medicine is the shadow side of reality where your dreams are reviewed
before you manifest them physically.
If you have a Lizard totem, listen to our own intuition above anyone else’s.
Pay attention to your dreams for they show us
what we do not perceive when awake.
Dreams are shadows showing your fears and hopes.
Make a dream log and record your dreams.
Look for your symbolic and reoccurring dreams and study them carefully.
Lizard can also teach you to become more detached in life.
Sometimes it is necessary to separate yourself from others
to accomplish what is necessary.
Lizard helps you awaken the ability for objective detachment.
It can show you how to break from the past.
To me this has to do with SHOWING ME HOW TO BREAK FROM THE PAST — Separating myself from others. Objective detachment.
Yes, thank you! I love all my helpers – of a spiritual nature and animal kingdom. Thank you